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adriana and josh.
there was something deep inside his eyes, as if there was hatred yet fear.
that day, she felt lost. all lost. he's gone. she felt as if there was noone she could confide in anymore. noone to catch her when she's falling. so she fell. deep into the darkness. it was all so cold and feelingless. his face kept surfacing in her mind. he was all she could think of. what is he doing now? was all she could think of. suddenly, she thought of that love cookie. the one that they shared. but it was broken into half. no superglue could ever join back that broken heart cookie. she was clearly heartbroken. she thought of the question he asked her long long time ago. wheather he should wear this tie or that. she smiled to herself. smiled at his sillyness. when she was hungry, she thought of the times they played with their food. making smiley faces of their pancakes.. it all felt as if it was just yesterday when they were walking down the beach. holding hands. their feet sank into the fine sand. the waves broke onto the shores.. the starry sky.. the number of stars they counted together lying on the grass.. he hugged her so tightly that she had to catch her breathe after one. she loved it when he embraced her in his muscular arms; the result of his 6 years in the national basketball team.