@9:29 PM
hm.ever since i started this so called "hunt" i knew one dae i'm gonna b real hurt knowin the truth.hm..truth..rite..newaes..i've seriously gt enuff info le larh!! stop.stop.stop le larh!! and now..i noe i cn never eva EVA. return to tt life i was livin before the 5th of feb.tts the day.!.hm.cherie's bdae? hahas..we went cine n stuff..bt..tt was jux him.afta tt..hah! u wnt blieve my life sia.so funnie? screwed?? lol...afta gettin ova one.guess wad? haa..yep..yep..no doubt comes another.haix..i dunnoe wad happened these daes le.seriously..sumthin happened one fine dae tad made me,cherie,jeanette n the chew fam, drift soo far apart.we did'nt even went out on the last dae of exams.i went wit channy,bird dey all.did i change or izit them? is eriously dunnoe...bt..theres alwaes sumthin tt wld nv change..tts the memories we had..wheather its wit him,or cherie dey all..it wld b kept deeply in my heart.cos i wil nv eva forgt those memories tts in the past..i wld lik to look forward to the future.bt peep bak at those memories once in awhile...
where r u when i reali nid u so badly? u've alwaes been there to tel me wads right n wrong..bt lately..did u leave me or did i choose to b lost..cos recently..i feel soo lost in this world..i wan u bak so badly.pls dun leave me alone.i cnt face this complex world alone.i noe i cnt..dearest "angel", i noe i did sumthin so wrong.i fell into temptation.i'm so sorrie.i jus wish i cld turn bak time..bt i noe tt makin this choice..i wld nv met so mani ppl i nv knew..i wld nv reali noe tessa dey all.i wnt gt to noe sucha nice k0r.haha.he wld nv fail to cheer to up when i'm down..
hmm..this is sooo nt me.these daes i'm livin in denial.soo lost without u.i nid to find u bak so badly.wnt u make my life easier?? pls? =S
